Amongst the most challenging phrases to utter are the three words “I was wrong.” Pride or the fear of repercussions may hinder these words from naturally flowing from our mouths. However, particularly in the presence of God, we must acknowledge that we have all sinned and made mistakes. Without admitting our failures, we risk repeating them or leading others into the same painful mistakes we have experienced. Therefore, our response to the Gospel must be that we need it as much as anyone else. After hearing the law in Nehemiah, the people responded with a sincere confession. They recognized that the appropriate response to God’s favor was to express remorse. Instead of making excuses or rationalizing their failures and those of their ancestors, they acknowledged their sinful nature, recognizing that they came from a lineage of sinners who desperately needed God’s redemption.
But they and our fathers acted presumptuously and stiffened their neck and did not obey your commandments. They refused to obey and were not mindful of the wonders that you performed among them, but they stiffened their neck and appointed a leader to return to their slavery in Egypt. But you are a God ready to forgive, gracious and merciful, slow to anger and abounding in steadfast love, and did not forsake them. Even when they had made for themselves a golden calf and said, ‘This is your God who brought you up out of Egypt,’ and had committed great blasphemies, you in your great mercies did not forsake them in the wilderness. The pillar of cloud to lead them in the way did not depart from them by day, nor the pillar of fire by night to light for them the way by which they should go. You gave your good Spirit to instruct them and did not withhold your manna from their mouth and gave them water for their thirst. Forty years you sustained them in the wilderness, and they lacked nothing. Their clothes did not wear out and their feet did not swell.
The Holy Bible: English Standard Version (Wheaton, IL: Crossway Bibles, 2016), Nehemiah 9:16-21.
Humanity’s propensity to rebel, even when it goes against our best interests, is a recurring theme throughout history. The Hebrew people’s repeated disobedience and rebellion serve as a poignant illustration of this tendency, emphasizing our innate inclination to stray from God’s commandments despite witnessing His mighty acts of deliverance and miraculous intervention. As we reflect on our own lives, we often find ourselves looking back with a nostalgic lens, selectively remembering positive moments while conveniently forgetting our mistakes. However, it is imperative to acknowledge the reality of our sinful nature and the fact that we all deserve the ultimate punishment of death. Yet, in His abundant grace and mercy, God lovingly intervenes, carrying our burdens and offering us redemption. If we truly embrace the Word of God and the Gospel message, we must ensure that our hearts bow in humble obedience and reverence. For we have sinned and justly deserve punishment, yet God has chosen to love us and deliver us from the consequences of our sin.
Amidst our transgressions, we are compelled to acknowledge our acts of rebellion. This passage illuminates God’s unwavering love and readiness to forgive, despite our shortcomings. This divine attribute encourages us to confess, assuring us of compassion and restoration upon sincere repentance. Our transformation from sinful ways begins with the acknowledgment of our sins. To prepare ourselves for God’s service, we must understand not only our sinful nature but also the need for profound reliance on Him. Our inherent rebellious nature makes it easy to deviate from God’s path. This deviation can often occur without conscious awareness, as we may firmly believe we are steadfast in our principles for God, while in reality, we are driven by selfish interests. Confessing our rebellion allows us to recognize our fallen state and humble our pride, paving the way for God’s mercy and light to illuminate our path.
Despite our rebellious nature, God’s unwavering presence guides us toward enlightenment. The passage emphasizes God’s continuous provision and direction throughout the people’s wilderness journey. He provided sustenance, hydration, guidance, and protection, demonstrating His commitment to sustaining and nurturing His people, even when they falter. God’s love remains constant despite our failures. Instead, He extends mercy and peace during our open rebellion. Therefore, when we turn away from rebellion, God is already present, guiding us further into the light and away from darkness. All the while, He reminds us that we don’t need to stray from grace, mercy, and peace because in the Almighty God, we find everything we need. With gratitude in our hearts, we respond to this grace with confession and a fervent desire to embrace the Gospel as we move forward. To do this effectively, we must take special care to keep the Gospel close to our hearts, leaving no room for rebellion to enter.
Through our sinful actions, we have fallen and distanced ourselves from God. Acknowledging our misdeeds is crucial, as it allows us to embrace God’s grace and mercy. However, upon confessing our sins, we gain a profound understanding of God’s love, transforming our sinful ways into obedient devotion. This act presents an opportunity for each of us to cast aside our pride and humbly approach the Almighty. God extends an invitation to all, regardless of the depths of our transgressions, to turn to the gospel and embrace His mercy. We then respond by recognizing our shortcomings and rejecting the falsehoods of pride that prevent us from accepting God’s promises. Begin by confessing past sins, allowing God to guide the church into a future illuminated by His grace and compassion.
Elpis and Shalom 